Human Mind, Dreams & Complexity...

* These are random thoughts of an idle mind… which mostly is perceived to be as a devil’s workshop… But then again who am I to say? I don’t know how capable a human mind is, now do I? What about you? Do you know that either? Well if you don’t have an answer to that, then you should probably read this post. Written as random facebook updates when I wasn’t really thinking, yet dishing out these quotes… Finally decided to put them together to compile this blog post.

Some minds go beyond certain abilities and some with abilities that no minds can comprehend...

Dreams are insatiable abilities to perceive the future what you have seen in your visualistic mind. Human mind is so complex and advanced that these dreams more often than none are realities of the future...

Your past is kinesthetically connected with your perceived transformation of your mind...Your future is the learning your mind takes forward from these kinesthetic experiences into serious application...

One neurosis analyzed says mind is always active or more active in its subconscious state. However the conscious mind is so inactive to recognize the eccentricity of your subconscious mind, that you hardly ever remember these activities. They are your 'Dreams.'

Dreaming is an action...Perceiving is a reaction of the conscious mind. Visualizing and building upon your dreams is being proactive of your actions and diverging upon what your conscious state of mind calls 'Madness.'

Sometimes so intrepid is your mind that your subconscious mind has another mind of its own. When your conscious mind sleeps, the subconscious mind makes its move... The quotient of both the minds is equally proportional to the intrepidity that either of them face.

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Love, Life, Philosophy, etc...

So one of the most interesting things that happen to you in life... You realize you are not the only one of your own kind. You start feeling that the world is something that is designed for a beautiful collection of spirits, souls who are enchanted by the beauty of it's own reach. Sometimes when you think about certain things, you keep wondering... Oh my god, "I was the one who thought about this thing..."

You think, "Oh man, how similar my thoughts are... to that person..." You keep wondering as the conversation keeps on progressing. You imagine why... why didn't I meet this person before. What was he/she doing all her life? Where was he/she? One of the most important things that we have never discovered, nor tried to analyze... It's a simple fact, a fact that if explained properly..will make you wonder... How did this not occur to me? How can this ever happen?

So many times, once an incident has happend, you keep telling yourself.. How lucky you have been to have achieved something, met someone, fallen in love with someone or got married to somebody. Some people believe in destiny, fate, GOD or for that matter simple occurrences called coincidence. Well, the truth to the matter is it's a simple fundamental of 'Six Degrees of Seperation' , " Korean Red Circle Philosophy"

You might be wondering what I'm talking about, you might be thinking to yourself, I'm either drunk or half mad... Well, maybe not.. You might even be relating to many aspects of this. Unlike, what happens in Bollywood, movies or for that matter in your romantic novels and college love stories.. these are facts.. Truth that you cannot ignore.

Some has to probably do with Murphy's law... and in this context, reverse Murphy's law. Basically in Murphy's law, "Everything that has to go wrong, will go wrong!" How many times, have you thought of carrying an umbrella because it will rain and left it, cause you think it won't be needed. And that is when it rains. How many times do you take a shorter queue realizing the longer queue will take longer to finish? And end up waiting in the shorter queue, while the other queue finishes first...

It's the same fundamental, only in this case, whatever has to go right, goes right and as said by Ralph Waldo Emerson,  "Once you make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen."

That's what is this life all about... Ultimately no matter what, if you are destined to meet, you will end up meeting at those points as stated by the ' Korean Red Circle Philosophy" The most amazing part is that you end up looking at a reflection of yourself and realize that you were meant to be. You start connecting dots and realize... this was destined to happen. Has that happened to you? I'm sure it has... Right?

Imagine so many things falling in place especially after you have connected the dots and analyzed that this was all part of a conspiracy, a great huge conspiracy with various connections ingrained... a conspiracy by the universe!!! I believe in these concepts. I'm not sure why. Probably because of so much that has happened to me in life... But truth be told, more important is us, realizing small facts, to connect those dots and learn. Be it, love, life, death or anything... It's all a simple philosophy at the end of the day...

"Life is what you get in return for your belief...  A belief that you exist because you are meant to be..." What say?

Forever... and ever....

A special day for you again my love

I know you’ve been waiting for it

I have given you gifts before, I know

But the most important thing is yet to come

A promise that is only for you my love

A promise I make on this special day

To love you forever and ever as always

How much I love you I really can’t say

With these few words I hope to be

In your heart and soul as always…

Life

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It’s amazing how life is… Funny, ironic, strange, beautiful, sad, happy, painful, joyful. There are so many different shades to this wonderful creation of God and gift to mankind. Life has always been the most haphazardly painted picture created by God and yet in its own way it looks so brilliant. It’s just this abstract that one fine day He decided to create and give these shades in its most awestruck way. It was like one day he decided to make this painting for him to cherish for centuries to come and yet there were so many different ways of looking at this painting each and every day. Every single day the shades of life kept changing. The shades that already were to life kept on adding and making the painting even more beautiful. Sometimes I wonder what the inspiration behind this painting was.

So many of us artists look for different reasons, different seasons and different kinds of inspiration to create our art. I wonder what God’s inspiration was, when he decided to create this amazing masterpiece called ‘Life.’ Every one gets inspired with the most miniscule things in life. Everybody looks at different angles of life in itself to get inspired. Little joys, people, things, incidents… These are the things that we human beings get inspired by in life. So I wonder what kind of an inspiration it might have taken for this inspirational phenomenon called Life… to come into existence.

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Who am I? (Mee Kon?)

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• *Inspired after reading a letter to SRK by Arindham Bandhopadhyay – http://bit.ly/b4keb7
  
  
  
  

• I'm not Hindu, Im not Muslim nor do I say that I'm an Indian...

• I'm a human being first and I empathize with all that you have written. You may be right in asking him all the questions you have asked. But simply understand when someone says love thy neighbors, they don't mean love thy criminals and terrorists in the neighborhood. Yes he or she may have preference to his or her religion, but if they were over the country, then he wouldn't have been part of Movies like Chak De... But that might be just politics of its kind and you may be right or not. But the true question is you are opposing 1 such person, but what are you doing to make a difference honestly to change the situation besides writing provocative articles in your newspaper. What are you really doing without being in power for these many years. Why??? Because the people of your state don't want you to be in power. As Anant Gadgil rightly said, addressing Uddhav and Raj 'Both of the brothers want to marry the same girl, 'Marathi manoos.' but the girl doesn't want to marry them.'

• But then I'm an Indian and the kind, who feels proud every time he goes to watch a movie at a cinema hall and sees 'Bharatbala's' Siachen Glacier 'National Anthem;' Literally get Goosebumps every time. I'm the same human who doesn't believe in any Labels. I'm the same so called 'South Indian' who has not been born in Mumbai or Bombay as I was attached to it while I was a kid always, but lived here forever.I’m the same kind of human who writes Mumbai for hometown on Orkut, Facebook or Twitter while creating an account, cause home is where the heart is.

• I’m the same human whos favorite play is P.L Deshpande’s ‘Ti Fulraani.’ It’s another story that it is adapted from a classic English movie. I am the same human who feels there are bigger issues of the state that he lives in that could be addressed like the farmers of Vidarbha, and their plight. I’m the same human who enjoyed dal bhati and waangyachi bhaaji in a small village of Pimpri gavli and thought of the hard labour the farmers go to get you this kind of food.

• I'm not a Marathi even though my last name sounds like one 'Kulkarni.' I'm the same human who when meets a cop in Mumbai, at first instinct speaks in Marathi because I can 'fluently.' And probably to avoid any trouble. Only because of what 'lables' everyone has set. I’m the same human who used to struggle in his childhood to learn Marathi or write Marathi for that matter, but worked hard to write brilliant nibandhs and score a decent 65 in S.S.C at Marathi.  I’m the same human who did not know the kanaas and the matraas of Marathi but learnt it from my mom, who again was born in Aamchi Mumbai.  But some people still had problems with the likes of her and they still do. Simply because her parents were from another state and had come down from another state to simply earn a living. Im the same Human who saw Muslims cheering after India won a cricket match in the same place, and hated some of them who cheered for Pakistan in the same place. I’m the same human who has loved someone from another religion and understood and learnt their religion, while understood many things about my own religion. I’m the same human who sees these people hate everyone but themselves…

• I’m the same human who ate with these ‘Indian’ might I stress, Muslims and lived with 4 of them in a small room. I’m still the same human who enjoys watching Zee Marathi and not Udaya TV, (Can’t relate to it) which by the way shows programmes belonging to my ‘state’ or the so called state that my parents were born in.  I still enjoy Marathi naataks and take my mom so that she enjoys her heritage.

• And I am the same human who hates every single terrorist from the land of our neighbours for spreading the terror inside our country. I’m the same human who hates terrorist within our ‘state’ who don’t hate Muslims or Christians, but someone who isn’t like them. I’m the same human who believes that this world is and will be a beautiful place, yet, doesn’t know when it will come to an end because of hatred like this. No the country doesn’t deserve to be loved for they have terrorism within their country and hate amongst themselves and bomb blasts within their sects. No the country probably doesn’t need to be loved because of all the hate, terror, violence, bloodshed they have caused. But what about ‘humans’ who are not part of this state by birth.

• If somebody accuses SRK of putting his religion ahead of his country on what basis do w e do that?. So my real question is to those who call Maharashtra, Maaza Rashtra. My question as a human being is… Who stops them or for that matter who will stop them when one day they decide to ‘BAN’ me from living here because I am a ‘human’ being but my roots don’t belong here.

• What about these ‘self proclaimed Tigers’ and protesters belong to the same community who would put their ‘State,’  ‘language’ before their country? Kasli dadagiri ho tumchi?

• I only have one question. Maybe not as important as the questions Mr. Bandopadhyay has asked  SRK nor as relevant to the comments he has made, but for the people who are protesting against #MNIK  one question..

• Who am I? or Whom do I need to be, to live in a place where I was not born, but love it the same way than anyone else would. Who am I ‘Mumbaikar, Indian, Human or just a creature of this universe created by GOD, Bhagwaan, Allah, Dev or an omnipresent force that no one knows of yet.

• I’m not a Hindu.. I’m not a Muslim… I’m a Human and I am an Indian and of course a Mumbaikar… Yet I  am confused…

• Kharach, Mee kon? (Who Am I?) Ha ek chotaa sa prashna aahe? Always is…

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Illusion

• When I felt the need to do this I didn’t think twice


• I was so stoned that it was too hard to imagine,


• Yet I felt I had to do this for something I had to realize,


• Time has come for me to break free and bask in sunshine

• It’s a thought, a thought ones mind has to capture


• It feels unreal and yet it gets to my head so fast.


• In this feeling I drift away and I can’t help but rapture,


• It has all come back to me once again this life of my past.

• So how did I decide to do what I did? Why did I choose to think about whatever I wanted to do? After a lot of introspection I came to a conclusion. A conclusion that made me go back to square one and ask myself a million other questions. Questions that always scraped my mind several times, made me think even more, think harder than before. I started to realize a lot of things had happened in a certain way that I never imagined them to. It turned out that my belief in myself had strengthened but I had lost the passion to dream. A passion which had been the secret of survival throughout my life. This passion was the only thing I had had up until now.

• So let me rethink what I want to do now. I want to figure out a whole lot of things which I believe I should have done long ago. A fresh perspective is what I’m looking for. I also believed in my inner strength, to help me through situations that I had never come across. Sometimes it becomes so difficult for you to trust that inner self of yours and it is so overwhelming that the fear, the insecurity that lies inside of you, casts a huge shadow over your achievements till now. It questions your ability, your belief and your hunger for everything you had so far. This lack of trust compels you to sell yourself short most of the times. Then comes a time when you think, how? How do I break out of this thought?

• A lot of times we have every reason to believe certain abilities that we have, yet a lot of times we are faced with reasonable doubt. A doubt that does not let you break away, let loose or fight the inner self. These are times when we start thinking, start telling ourselves to look for a comfortable place for ourselves. With these myriad feelings inside of us, we have this confusion that seeks to destroy every little ounce of faith inside our hearts.

• So when I do break out of this I know what will help me is that question. A question that I need to ask myself. Am I where I want to be? So how did I decide to do what I did? Why did I choose to think about whatever I wanted to do? Then just let loose….

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What is the truth after all?

• She is not real, she is so surreal


• Without my dreams I can't think of anything,


• That I believe in this world is so unreal,


• Without a true sense of world a dream is untold

• One has gone towards the unholiness of the mind,


• One has beleieved that she has gripped all of a kind.


• I can't be wrong if the world is in a dream of it's own,


• That it can't see the myth of the past is yet unknown.

• Who beleives that she will come to rescue us today?


• Beauty is not to be beleived, in words I can't say.


• The touch she has is the best in the world,


• I feel there are no dreams that are untold.

• She is sweet and adorable. She is a beautiful angel who decided to come by my life and give me some solace that I longed forever and sometimes I don’t know where I need to go, yet she knows what I want to say and how I want to express myself. Her every little smile tells me a lot about her belief in every little word that I have to express. She has a beautiful smile, a smile that she knows is deadly yet she knows that I long for her thoughts and dreams that I want to share with her. I don’t believe in something that is untrue and something that is not possible, for I know that the connection we have is much pure and above all the rest. I know she believes in something that is true to both of us. I know we both have a lot in common, yet we don’t want to go to an extent where we start realizing almost everything about ourselves and then lose all the charm of our bond, a bond that I believe is made for a reason.

• Certainly, I know that there is a reason why we have this connection and why we have a certain charm that flows between the both of us. I just don’t understand why life is designed in such a way where all this existence has to be written down in a certain manner where one would clearly understand why this exists and a belief that everyone would want to accept in their own little ways. I don’t realise a bit of this. Why does this happen anyways? Why in such a stage of life where you think you know a little about yourselves, however it feels so difficult to express that knowledge in a way where we believe that this is meant to be, yet it doesn’t happen. Why? Why?

• I know why, for it doesn’t matter what the whole belief and feeling comes by, all that matters is the truth. A truth that changes the entire feeling and entire story. Yet, the most important thing is that she is with me and I feel comfortable with her, most importantly, we know each other so well and we are the best of friends.

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Where do you want to go?

• Sometimes I wonder, I have never thought of myself as an insightful person. There have been a lot of times where I dream about so many things. I feel there are things out there which no one can explain.

• “Why do I dream?”


• “Who tells me to dream?”


• “Do I know if my dreams will ever be fulfilled?”

• I know these are the questions all of us might have asked ourselves time and again. A lot of time we never find the answers to these questions. There was a time when we were all young, in our mind in our soul. But there are times when we feel lost, and our mind starts ageing. These are the times when we forget our dreams.

• John Lennon was a dreamer and he said all of us can be dreamers too. There was a time when I was a child, my dreams were big. Bigger than my life. That is how I thought life should be and that is how I have always realized life to be. Sometimes I feel when we grow up we forget to live life the way it should be. We get caught in a rut. We stop thinking about the beauty in our heart. We stop getting those butterflies in our stomach. We all grow up to become something we never should have.

• I remember the time when I dreamt of flying airplanes, traveling across different countries, becoming a Prince somewhere in a lost land of the eternity. All these dreams are so long gone. Forgotten for a cause that has no meaning. Forgotten in the hope of achieving something in this ‘New Age.’ An age of material pursuits and sickness. There was a time when I knew I wanted to be free and happy. I knew I had to play all my life. There was a time when I was lost, yet was clear in my thought.

• All that is lost now, for the time has come to sit and think once again.


• “Where do you want to go?”


• “Where do you want to go, Srini, where do you want to go?”

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The Search continues...

• 9:6 Whoso sheddeth man's blood, by man shall his blood be shed: for in the image of God made he man.

• True to this century, what is really amazing is the fact that in this world we still don’t care about the possible consequences of shedding a man’s blood. Even today people are willing to shed blood of the brethren for the sake of power, pride, lust, revenge and all that God knew to be the elements within his universe. How is it that there is no remorse? Why is it that there is no choice? What has become of today’s world?

• 9:7 And you, be ye fruitful, and multiply; bring forth abundantly in the earth, and multiply therein.

• God gave us the liberty, a choice a freedom to do him proud. He chose to give us the power, pride, lust and all the elements and asked us to use it at will to bring forth abundantly in the earth. He gave us the ability to multiply and spread the joy and his name throughout the entire earth. But the real question is, what did we choose to do with this power we had?

• 11:4 And they said, Go to, let us build us a city and a tower, whose top may reach unto heaven; and let us make us a name, lest we be scattered abroad upon the face of the whole earth.

• We dreamt of reaching the heaven, where the almighty lived in peace and we still dream of that every one of us. We are not satisfied at what we have and what the Lord has given us. We just want to have it all. We feel shame for being on the very own soil that he gave us with so much of heart. We want to ignore our present and move into a future where we seek higher joys. The real question is, will we find what is most important when we reach that height.

• 11:5 And the LORD came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of men builded.

• The most ironic thing about this is that when we wanted to go to the heights and conquer the world above. God bowed down to his creation and showed his humility and decided to look upon his sons and their creation.

• 11:7 Go to, let us go down, and there confound their language, that they may not understand one another's speech.

• The today’s world may not understand each other’s language yet there are so many things that reach out to each other in this universe. The music, the love, the sports, the knowledge and God himself.

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Delusion

• There comes a time when all of us realize,


• What the truth is within our heart our soul.


• Our dreams from the reality we have to abscise,


• Or there is no way to reach our goal.

• There comes a time when all of us sacrifice,


• What the world wants from us is too much.


• Our hopes get shattered and we have no choice,


• There is no path for our victory as such.

• There comes a time when the world we despise,


• What you want from life is not your destiny.


• I know this is painful and for a while it will agonize.


• Now is when the world will put you under scrutiny.

How many times do you feel what you see is not true? How many times does it happen to you that you want to believe what’s in front of you is true yet it turns out to be a farce? So many times you lose faith in yourself and yet you decide to jump up and fight back. That is the true spirit of the human soul. It fights all odds and fights against the will of oneself. No matter what you give it all up and go all out against all the illusion that you see. That is what life is all about…

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I Believe..

• I have never had the chance to think about the past. The past that I liked so much. Yet I do not know why, how or where my past is going to lead me. Sometimes I keep wondering if what I did is going to haunt me more or the thought of my past creeping up to me would lead me to my doom.

• It also has come to my attention that Karma has its way. No one can escape it. Sometimes I think it is not so difficult to escape your destiny. You have to take matters into your own hands. However, the more I think about it, the more I feel strangely betrayed. The last time I took matters in my own hands, I was bleeding… my hands cut from the knives that came scarring from my past.

• Ever wondered how you are what you are or what you became and why you became what you are? Better yet, ever thought of the reason behind how you survived the battle? How you fought millions of others to get to the warmth inside your mother’s womb and came out after months of struggle? Maybe not, but when I do… I feel the energy within me. The energy that tells me something… What is that something? I have yet to discover…

• For the time being I think, I am just following a strange pathway, the one that knowingly leads me to a place. A place that does not exist, yet it does in my soul in my heart, for people may not believe it. Yes it is true… it does not exist at all. For you do not believe it. Belief is something, which my imagination tells me, but I do not imagine, I believe… That is what my heart and my soul says.

• I don’t see, for I can’t feel, I don’t feel for I can’t dream, I don’t dream for I can’t sleep. I cannot sleep when the world is awake, awake because of a turmoil, a turmoil that is about to create a distraction. For I do not know where I am going, yet I believe, yes I believe.

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Heroes

• “We do not choose our destiny, it is destiny that chooses us.”

• There is a Hero inside of every one of us. I realised that when I was born. I did not know how long it took me to understand that there was a Hero inside of me. But when I realised it, I knew I was up for it.

• “I walked through fire and I didn’t get burnt.” – Claire Bennet, the Cheerleader.

• So many times, we have done that. It is just that we do not realise that we have a healing power, the power to regenerate just like Claire. Only we choose to ignore it for the pain is too much for us to handle.

• “Save the cheerleader, Save the world.” – Hiro Nakamora to Peter Patrelli.

• Every one of us sees a cheerleader everyday. She is falling down the steps, just like Claire. It is not that we do not have the power to save her. We only choose to ignore…

• “How do you stop an exploding man?” Hiro

• The real question is will it stop the explosion around us. The real question inside my heart is still something that I don’t realise, how will the power go away… Then again, there is another question… Do I want it to go away???

• “Maybe being different isn’t the end of the world. It is just who I am.” Claire. That is why…

• “We do not choose our destiny, it is destiny that chooses us.” We just have to embrace it...

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Solitude

• He laughed, he made fun of himself, he mocked himself, he fell, he hurt himself yet he brought a smile on other people’s faces. He was the joker.

• He cried, he made other people cry, he showed emotions, he made other people emotional, yet other people were lost in him. He was the actor.

• He fought, he fought hard, he took pain upon himself, he protected his country, he spent sleepless nights while others slept peacefully, he shed his blood, yet other people lived. He was the soldier.

• He played, he gave his sweat, he struggled in the heat, he gave glory to his country, he burnt calories in the sun while others watched him play in the comfort of their homes. He was the sportsman.

• He ploughed hard, he toiled hard, he gave food for his country, he hardly ate a square meal and drank only a few drops of water while others ate and drank merrily in their homes. He was the farmer.

• He played the guitar, he sang the song, he stood there with his heart all out for everyone while he played the song, yet others listened to him in the comfort of their seats. He was the musician.

• He stood for hours, he baked the cake, he made fine dishes for everyone, he cooked himself in the heat of the kitchen, yet others dined at the comfort of their tables in the restaurant. He was the chef.

• He thought hard, he imagined what others could not, he dreamt of things others could not, he told a story while others read it in the comfort of their beds. He was the writer.

• When the day ended, and the night became young, all of them went back from their hard day’s work. They looked back and in their hearts, they were all content while others struggled with their lives to earn the money they needed to get all that these people gave to them. They were content for they enjoyed being with their partner, their solitude…

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The Search Begins...

• 1:3 And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.

• “Is it true? Is there light on this earth?” I did not know the answer to my own question. They say, He took seven days to create His world. But the real question is, “Has the world been created completely yet.”

• 1:4 And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness.

• Light was good, and it was divided from darkness. But the real question is, “What happens in this light, is that good and can that be divided from the darkness?”

• 1:10 And God called the dry land Earth; and the gathering together of the waters called He Seas: and God saw that it was good.

• God saw this creation good. He made the Earth and Water. But the real question is, “Do we still see this creation as He saw with his eyes.”

• 2:25 And they were both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.

• They were naked and yet not ashamed. In today’s world, everyone is fully clothed and yet can be ashamed for thy heart is not free, free from the evil in thy mind.

• 2:16 And the LORD God commanded the man, saying, Of every tree of the garden thou mayest freely eat

• He gave us freedom to eat as much as we wanted, but the real question is “Do we know the meaning of freedom?”

• 2:17 But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.

• We still keep doing that everyday and yet God watches patiently and tries to ignore thy mistake, but there will be a time for thy will have enough of food from the tree of knowledge, good and evil and that day shall be thy last…

• 7:6 And Noah was six hundred years old when the flood of waters was upon the earth.

• He sent waters down unto to wash off every sin. He will do it again until the ‘sin’ is washed off this Earth. But, the real question is “Will the water wash off the sin from our souls and cleanse our heart.”

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Alone

I'm not the only one... I'm just sitting right across the river. Thinking about those times. Times that are already gone. Times when I never had to think, times when I never had to feel a thing. I just want to be the only one. Sometimes I keep wondering where did the time go... Where did it all disappear. Someone told me that in the end it will all be back again. There won't be anyone with you, to live the life that you always wanted to. The tables are turned. The game's over. You start pushing away everything you see. You start dreaming of a world to be. One thing's still there, it's your lonlieness and it's mean't to be. Feel it with your heart, and you'll know. What your brains could have imagined several years ago. Come to think of it... You never want to go, you never want to go...

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Lost...

• Time is of the essence when dreams are not meant to be


• Forever is not the living for lives are not sacrificed to be


• Art is in question when humanity is not imagined to be


• Life is part of a dream when death is not meant to be

• Think of the time when belief is not the question to be


• Imagine the world when reality is not the answer to be


• Feel the space when life is not as it is meant to be


• Find a way out when lost is not what you meant to be

Why am I lost? Where am I lost? How am I lost? To answer these questions I need to find out if I am lost? To answer these question I need to find out what lost means? To answer these questions I need to find out who is not lost? Think of the times when you feel that you are lost. What do you actually feel? What do you actually want. If you want something, that means that you are looking for something. When you are looking for something, you want to find out what you are trying to find out. That will probably give you an answer to what is lost. When you actually find out what you are looking for, you know that you are not lost. But the real question is... How do you find out what you are looking for and that you are not lost now...

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Is Love a Rebel?

• When I think of love, I feel lost,


• When I dream of you, I feel that,


• I have you as my heart & my soul,


• I know I want you at any cost.

• I feel there's a reason for my existence,


• With you I feel close to myself,


• I hold you in my arms & feel your breath,


• With your support, I would go any distance.

When I think of love as a rebel, I know it's image has been this way. Maybe since one discovered love,maybe since Adam & Eve's days. GOD forbid him to eat the apple, but he did not listen. Love is a strange root of all evil. Love is what one thinks and one feels to be. Why does a mind think of this concept when it knows that if you cross the barrier, there will be consequences awaiting,that will be of grave results? Why does love force someone to do what they have never done in their life before? Why does love give someone the power to overcome all the fear that they had? Why does love give someone a great desire to achieve all that they would not have been able to without this feeling. A feeling of great madness, a feeling of great depths, a feeling that cannot be just described by this four letter word. Love is beyond all the small things of this materialistic world. Love gives you the recognition, that you never achieved in a span of a few decades. Why does one not think of what will happen to him or her if you take a risk. The answer to all these question is just another four letter word 'FREE' When you are in love, you feel free, free to do what you want,free to overwhelm your opponent with great force. Free to desire what you never dreamt of. Free to bring hope to your inner soul. Free is what we want to be...

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Fear

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• I ignore the darkness but I fall in the pit again


• I push away the evil but I feel the pain again


• I hope angels come to rescue me today


• But I know the devil's waiting for me again

• I wish I could fly away, fly through this dark sky


• I dream of a world so beautiful up so high


• I think of a paradise beyond this earth so dry


• But this fear pushes me to death, when I say good bye

Fear they say exists in our heart. In our heart in our soul, fear is not just an element of our imagination. Fear is an image, an image that sends our mind into tranquility. Conquering our heart and soul, this four letter word grips us through any level of our sound thinking. Fear causes dreams to be shattered, fear causes hope to be destroyed. Fear makes you lose your belief, a belief that has a potential to take us across the boundaries of our imagination. Fear acts as an element that negates all other feelings. It is this fear that has given us a perception of what not to think of. It is this fear that has given us the darkness beyond any dreams. A darkness that has no boundaries no limits. A darkness that makes us think of what lies within our hearts. What hopes we never realized. This fear they say is a wrap of cold, cold feelings, cold dreams, without realizing what captivates us and what the future holds for us. This is the beginning of an era. An era of FEAR, where no one knows who is upto what. No one cares for what is going to happen. All they are enthralled by is FEAR. Fear has the power and power is fear. Who can fight this darkness? Who can split through this unholieness? Who can imagine of doing what others have not been able to...

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What's in a dream?

• A dream is like a future unknown.


• You believe in a destiny that's to be made,


• Without imagination, you are free to see,


• To embark in the pleasures of an emperor's throne

• Alive I'am today, cause tomorrow's unknown.


• Think of what you want from your heart,


• Without any dread, feel free to see,


• In this heart you know, that you are not alone.

When I think of a dream I realize that many times I feel a touch, a touch of my soul leaving my body, like those meandering thoughts. Flying high in the sky, thinking of what my subconscious mind has been hiding all this while. I feel that imagination is just an expression of a belief. A belief which cannot survive without my subconscious mind. A dream is my reality. A reality that sometimes, I hide from my subconscious mind. Without this reality, my self belief cannot survive. It's like someone hiding the truth. Truth itself is an illusion. A dream makes that illusion seem reality. Gives you a shining light, sheds off the darkness that you always carried. Along with your perceptions, fears and your imaginations, all the darkness that has been blinding you all this while is exposed, exposed to a white shimmering ray of light, this they call hope. Here's the ironic part though: A dream occurs to you when you close your eyes or when you are asleep. When there is darkness all around. Think about it!

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Unforgiven

The minute you wake up you see darkness. Darkness flowing across your head. Your mind is completely blown out and you seem to run towards a desperate flow of energy. "He is one, who does not see any hope in any despair. He is one, who does not see light inside the cave of darkness." You start wondering if there is any dream that can be as bad as this, if there is any nightmare that feels so good like this. Forget the past and come unto the rising. Belive in tomorrow but release your present. Imagine a darkness without an unleashed string of a point of no return. Think of all the time without any space. A space in darkness without any purpose, a meaning of the message without a dream and without a realization of the future... Just release your fear and break the myth... One is without any understanding of what the future holds for the entire universe...

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